Friday, November 12, 2004
i was looking thru my results again..why do i always do so badly for the subjects that i wanted to do well...it always happen..especially when i studied so hard for those two damn papers...maybe i put too much hope..or maybe thats how well i can do...but well..at least i passed my econs..which i never once did well...wat i was most disappointing was my poa...i tot i could at least score a b...maths always pull me down...history can speak for itself.....
oh fuck...my frenz just told me that one of my classmate got 4 ADs !!! its 4 ADs..damn it!!!!!! and no matter how hard i study i will nv get such good grades..and its so irritating....esp those who did well when they didnt study at all...good for them...congrats to u ppl...
haizz...oh well at least i cleared everything..my only consolation...
i still have no idea wat to wear later for the dinner..if i wear my prom dress..it will be too over..cause i doubt anybody from my side will dress till so grand..except for those bridemaid or whoever...and if i dont wear that..i dont have much to choose from..but anyway just as long as i look presentable..it will be fine...
i dont realli look forward to the dinner....firstly, because i cant eat much..arggg...it hurt even when i just leave it alone..and i can only bite with my few front teeth..and it is so tiring and difficult to chew..and it doesnt taste as nice..haha..i know this dont make sense but realli when u chew with ur back teeth..the food taste nicer...secondly because i dont like to open my mouth now..everybody will start to notice and ask me the same question...
argg...my stomach is grumbling...but i hate to eat FOR NOW....
carol and clara..KEEP SMILING...
and esther..happy washing ur shorts..it was damn dirty...dont bully ur mum...wash urself...
and me?? i shall go and rest for awhile...
zingss; 4:28 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
everytime yilin appeared in the show..i feel like slapping her...
i got shoulder and arm ache...
yeahhh..2 gone..2 more to go....my teeth and mouth feel funny now..its not painful just the itchy feeling..feel like biting something..just like babies growing their teeth...anyone's hand is available???? and the extraction wasnt pain at all except for the injecting and when he was washing my teeth and after the numbness wore off..god blessed me...have been scaring myself too much...haha...but hey its realli scary esp when u saw that needle on the metal tray..
now everytime i eat something i muz chew on the left side..or else the food will drop into the hole...and i cannot chew properly cause of the separator..its good in a way..it will restrict me from eating all the nonsense for awhile..haa..guess wat..i did something stupid just now..i sucked air into my mouth...and the place where i extracted my teeth felt so 'sour pain'..haha...
wah kaozz..clara and carol are two lucky ppl..they get to go holidays..and most of all sit plane...and the worst is they are flying away on the same day..shit them ahhh.!!!!! leave me all alone...for one week....its ok..i will survive!!!!! so now anybody who wanted to go out with me but i said im not free..u are welcome to date me now!!!! as if those ppl will know huh..they cant read this...
zingss; 10:02 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
ok..so we are not the only one playing prank calls....and this is wat we get in return....im being punk'd!!!!!...fuck man..ahha..i tot who the bloody hell is that..scare the hell out of me...carol and clara..if i woke u up..sorry...ahhaa..
so the culprit is huilin and her class ppl lah..they were conferencing..i would have tot is her...cause the no. she called me is just a number different...so here it goes..i missed call the first one cause i didnt hear lah..den that person called the second time.and i picked up..and he started to say ..i cannot really hear..cause he was speaking super soft..and i can only hear..'ziling i realli realli love u...blah blah blah...' den i hung up the fone..cause i dunno what the hell he talking..and he kept calling and calling but i didnt ans..waste my hp power...den after that they msg he is from ngee ann..from class blah blah...he need to talk to me..he got something to tell me....so yeahhhhh.......and so finally huilin told me after i keep rejecting the calls............
SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but its freaky..........missed my soccer match.........pls dont luff at me................
zingss; 1:41 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
desmond and mary are two funny ppl..one only can understand bit and pieces of chinese and the other cannot realli understand english...so u can imagine how they communicate...its damn funny..u should see desmond's face and his reaction...especially when mary cant stop talking and desmond cant understand a single thing...haha...
and yahh...desmond told me about mary also which is damn funny also lahh...
first thing...customer one servette..is this how it is spelt?? den mary go and tell desmond SER-WEI...or something like that..haha...
and second thing...desmond talking to the customer..' sir is everything fine?'.....so mary followed him and asked another customer...and u guess wat she asked man..dont start luffing first...ahaha...ok...mary:' sir is EVERYDAY fine?'....k..u can luff like shit now...hahaa..i mean if u are the customer..u muz be like wat the hell....question mark question mark...
so working today was quite all right...busier den yest...but still time passed super slow and we left early again...adeline isnt too bad actually..worked with her outside today..joked with her a little..and mary..the forever hardworking one...
hey this is so saddening lah...but...im not realli sad..or wat...just a few days ago..we added hae sung into our conversation..den she was asking who am i..den i was like..wth..den i said my email tells it all...dunno if she forgot me or she just dunno who the hell this nick belong to...but anyway..its doesnt realli matter lahh...benita was like saying if she is me..she will feel like slapping her..but im not realli close to her..and hardly chat with her..soo...its all right...
gd night..
zingss; 1:34 AM